Well today FUR115B passed final Qualification and went to production. Mr Nemoto and I did the Bi-lingual 115B passed dance. Which is much like a primitive war victory dance with a lot of hooting and holler'n. John Trovolta eat yer heart out.
I am still reading Soren Kierkegaard's "Works of Love" I have been reading this on and off since the year of my dad death. I think I will probably be reading it till I die myself. I am now in the middle of my second reading. I am going to give two quotes here leaving the first without comment. I have been thinking a lot on the second one though so have a bit to say.
"...make Christianity your own, and it will show you a point outside the world by the help of which you shall move heaven and earth so quietly, so easily, that no one notices it" pg 139 Works of Love by SK.
"The one that is unable to find among men an object for his love- indicates that one himself is utterly lacking in love...But he who brings love with him when he seeks an object for his love...will easily, and to the same degree as love in him is great, very easily find the object and find it to be such that it is lovable." pg 156 Works of Love by SK
How often when we talk about love we say I am looking for love "in the right or wrong places" or or I am seeking my true love and soul mate. Even the Shunamite in Song of Solomon says "When I found the one whom my soul loves I clung to him and would not let him go." However her situation is much different than the preceding lines. She already had a love and in the dream listed here she was fearful of loosing him." So she went out actively seeking the one who was already her beloved. She took love with her.the love motivated her out of passivity and into the streets actively searching for her beloved. Solomon her beloved was king and often affairs of state would call for his presence to late hours and other parts of the kingdom. She was fearful of the away times to the point of having re-occurring dreams about him being away. Her love carried and motivated her to come to terms with his absences and how she would greet him when he did appear.
Well in all this I think we do not "find love" as such at all. We have it (from God) or we don't. If we have it from God we bring it with us and we have no choice but to find the object and that it is loveable. (As we are to love our neighbor as our self) This is where love as a duty and infinite debt motivate us to service of the neighbor. In whatever we do in our service there is no reduction of what we owe. We love by not choice but rather "no choice." For our love of God leaves us with out an option we "shall love."
Well the thoughts are rough and need some working through.
AJ's dear friend Chris is going through some extremely difficult health issues and I just found out about it today. I will try to give her a call in the morning. My prayers are for his recovery and a time for him to release his anxieties to God.
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